love me;hate me

love my parents. I hate that I don’t treat them with as much respect as they deserve.

I love my sister. I hate that she’ll never try to love me as much as I love her.

love my culture. I hate that I’m not in the country where I belong.

love Mrs. Field’s® cookies and cream chillers. I hate how it contains 1,180 calories.

love admiring beautiful boys. I hate that I’ll never be that admirable girl that boys gaze at.

love dressing up. I hate that in no time will I ever achieve that physical physique I’ve always desired.

love my college. I hate that this may not be the right place for me.

love my friends. I hate that we’ll never be able to return to how it was two years ago.

love rainy days. I hate that whenever it rains, I have to walk outside.

love living. I hate that I’ll never get the chance to actually love life.

love loving. I hate using the word “hate.”

19/12/2010 ─ Notes